i too bored i don noe y i guess my nature, carnal nature's jus so bad im damn lazy im so bored but im lazy to think n do? haiz but if i jus stay put n do nth like this, my mind still keep churning all the thots are processing and is never ending ppl look lor love here and there, endlessly, it's like the only thing which can fill or satisfy many ppl doesn't noe, it's not that love u seek or get, that can satisfy u that love numbs and overwhelms everything else thats y its so powerful and attractive but there's the only one love that can flow, heal and cover everything, even the cracks, jus like water, it can reach the deepest of ur hearts, it's the eternal love that lasts forever. seeing other ppl seeking the empty, trying to cover and fulfill their lives, it's hard to let them understand
maaaaaa im crapping anyhow again coz im jus too bored~~~! 2010 is here, new yr, new start, new beginning i cant laze anymore i cant relax so much i cant jus drop myself nth comes without hardwork i jus need to be more diligent, hard working, filled with energy and passion new and exciting future is waiting... for ppl to unleash and discover
i jus need the ultra ultimate antidote, that will overpower all
nth else can satisfy, not forever. no i cant be like bell lols
Friday, December 25, 2009
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm meery christmas everyone i think this yr i got the most presents/gifts in my life ^^ hahahaaaaaa btw tomo hav to wake up early to go down to downtown east to change chalet date -.- so irritating call many times not available call can le, they say need to write in i send dozens of mails, all cant send in -.- now the date is nearing wth ah i shouldn't volunteer or help do such stuffs moreeee zzzz to avoid any more troubles kns say that im selfish or wat so eva bla hahhahahahahaaha dman now there's no phone good or bla haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Thursday, December 17, 2009
so long no update lols veir lazy le!! i like that song hahaha veri funny!! ^^ enjoy~! i need to get a job soon!!
Friday, December 4, 2009
pooor bell~ she had diarrhea today zzz no wonder she no like lifeless zzz yea she no energy currently slping on my lap
wow camp is so so near now! hope alot of ppl will go! check out http://hearmydream.blogspot.com/ vids & info are available there and at the facebook event look forward to c more ppl goin, having fun there and spending a remarkable time!
alrite how i spent my day morning woke up then go bath then find clothes to wear cheryl woke up late so i also man man lai then met amanda went to cwp first ate yakun (ah ma meh?) don noe y now my appetite really small, don noe whether is it a good thing anot >< ate fin then cheryl came le then we travell down to cineleisure was at somerset saw Uni Qlo opening celebration sale super cheap~! then wanted to go buy then went up, woah ppl queuing so many ppl! lols so nvm, go to cineleisure 1st bought more shades again! lols got one cyborg de(so cool) =P bought tickets then went to far east i bought a blazer/jacket quite small uh? lols then walked around bla then we cabbed back to cine lols the taxi driver veri uncle veri funny hahaha he said citileisure, even after cheryl corrected him! then went up go take neoprints then so bored sit around cinema there there then wait time pass~ then went to buy popcorn bla then go watch movie le hahaha i and amanda no watch twillight before then we watch new moon le the ppl all at there quite hyper the reactions quite big hahaha then ending so suspense so funny~~ yeaaaaa then went to ion to eat then cabbed to cheryl house there then i and amanda walked home so fun yeah amanda was singing, i wanted to sing but don noe the lyrics T.T then we don care bla, we wore shades somemore hahaha yeappppp im like officially pok now!! my wallet & total assets with me is i guess few cents only >.< weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ppls all don think too much k hahaha it will not bring anything good!!
zzzz many things in life & bla everything, anything, it's not wat i wanted or hoped/wished for so don blame me my sensitive skin my ance problem my sensitive teeth my character my personality my preference my attitude myself all the bad things, it's not wat i wanted im jus created, made & born this way i cant help myself so it's no use blaming me i cant do anything about it i would get sad, brood over it, get bitter or depressed! im born introvert, born to think so much!! born to be such a way, like this like that! i cant do anything about it... so it's no use criticizing or blaming me all the bla zzz yeah~
Thursday, December 3, 2009
woooo didnt blog for a few days hahahah monday~ went out with amanda & cheryl =) we ate at cwp mac in the morning then went to cheryl's house to get somethings then cab down to kallang ice skated weee i didnt fall down!! i saw cheryl fly =P then we cabbed to bugis then orchard bla the rest of the day was shopping
tuesday~ went to east coast park with the n439 girls we went there sat at a bench ate & chitchat a little, quite some things haha then went to ride bicycle then went down to the beach bla then cycled back returned bike then went to mac then go home take bus so tired~ cheryl & cherie slept like WOO~ haha lols then nite at cwp bla then dabao-ed kfc home for my sis & me bell was so cute hahaha ^^ then i bought the black pepper wings? but got cheated eh? zzz then bla at nite did nails my thigh muscle ached & cramped zzz then miraculously~ when i slping & the next day, the muscles were fine! =)
wednesday~ afternoon went out to meet the wow camp team ppls we're team 8 8 is like my fav number =) then ate bla discussed a little bla then veri bored zhen & cherie came to my house watch yu le bai fen bai was quite funny show teach the dance veri funny then they also anyhow dance bla hahah then munched somethings, ice cream, crackers, watermelon then watch power sunday then quite fun/entertaining i needa meet amanda le then i rush them say i needa go bla then go down wait @ amanda house downstairs, talking & saying the cats hahaha then after that zhen & cherie went home then me & amanda went to orchard was walking to far east (but we walk wrong way) then at that moment amanda talked about my sis, then we saw my sis lols then i ran to them, then my sis tot got 38s then almost wanted to slap us hahaha ok then walk walk walk saw yan ling she wearing same shirt o.0 star de lols then she was with another girl, i tot she was some other ppl lols hahah then we kept walking till some point we think & noe it's wrong then we went back bla then finally got to far east looked for hair salons then saw one many pics inside then bla we went in then coz shop closing bla then i cut 1st it was only $15!! then i also don noe wat to cut then jus cut cut cut cut fin then the woman said veri good she is the director leh she still cut for me normally director cut is $55 de so we were really lucky hahaha then amanda wanted to trim her fringe then fin le she say veri ugly lols coz short ba then we were hungry~! then went to ion yue shi not at her working place? then we walk around then saw some restaurants then we went into a jap de chu teppan i guess something? the food was veri nice!! but didnt finish all coz full le >.< blaaaaa then went home by train then alighted at woodlands then walked back home haha
yeah tomo goin out with amanda & cheryl again cheryl wanna watch new moon!! but we haven even watched twillight hahaha woo yeah so lazy many things zzz haha ok shall off sooooooon ~
Sunday, November 29, 2009
alrite i guess im officially in a bad moood ba in reality lols so many things keep coming hmmm see when i crack ba got disrupted/interrupted zzz aiya ok seriously SUNDAYS ARE NOT MY DAY ._.
yup no one is perfect im jus born in such a way... that makes my life jus like this haiz sundays are jus so not my day so wat can i exactly do every sunday T.T
mhmmmmmm im born introvert~ zzz if i don do things or wat, then i will keep thinking ah no wateva whenever bla im also thinking hahaa wind so big now now now now now nowww should i play psp game or watch do-rama~ irritating laaaaaaa don noe y those psp iso/cso cant work -.= zzzzz sai
woooo today im being guai stay at home whole dayyyyy lols when i woke up, it's like disaster for me zzz so yeah didnt eat properly then bla away then wanna play comp then comp on le keep hang then cant on super irritating laa so many things zzzz jus feel like goin out, escaping from home not to noe is better than to noe -.- watevaaaaaaaaaaa woooot sbs inkigayo that live stream i watch sux totally super laggy bla then wanna watch properly also cant hear also cant zzz blaaa only wait for ppl to record & upload for now the after school de i watched quality also veri bad ._. kns got ring ding dong & bad girl remix eh so many things ah that stream seriously sux spoils & ruin everything weeee tomo goin out with amanda, finally she's free & cheryl toooo but odd number ehhhh 3 ppl we goin ice skating lols? cant find the gloves -.- don noe wat to do tomo, jus noe gonna be out & play whole day!! i need money lols zzzzzzz so bored so now blog guess gonna blog later again? haha!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee water baptized today~~~~~~~~~~~~` it was fast~ woo haha then went to jp ate din tai fung ._. then trained down to expo hahaha 1hr leh! but mananged to talk & chat with my cousin, so not boring & the time passed quite quickly was like already late for service but then cheryl they all more late hahaha, coz they eat slower than us lmaos yeap so service was AMAZING powerful word tho some parts like sianz or don noe wat but it was really great =) yea then after service pre camp activity!! wooo had fun lols veri cold in the conf room -.- got to noe our teamzxs lols our cg being split into like 2 teams? then leader also our cg de hahaha but some arrangement like veri special wor wor wor ^.^ so after bla things zzz then went to airport hahahahha bro came back then me & my sis like swarmed to the luggage wan anyhow snatch things hahah then went to somewhere eat wanted to eat ma la hotpot de lehhhhh then the shop don noe y nobody de seriously not even a fly is there lo so then went to eat the fish head pot jus veri nearby hahaha was like hungry at first woo then i don noe how & why i couldn't even finish the rice -.- wooo then things bla no eat properly also ._. blaaaaa lols then full le~ then wanna slp i think? go back car feel really like tired then decided to take out contact lens then took out 1 already then the other haven take out, then the cover drop somewhere in car cannot find ahhhhh~ lols i asked my sis to hold the case for me... for the whole journey lols then anyhow crazy my bro go jap also no learn any jap lols he don even noe number 1!! lmaos then he anyhow say so funny oh get off car i even forgot to take the lens case from my sis... haha then came home blaaaa bell so ke lian ehhhhhh lols, she like don even rmb bro or wat lmaos ahhhh then my hair super messy bla bo lmaos my sis was even saying to me her pimple on her forehead veri big sai lo, it's jus like one small lump, i cant even c!! blaaaaa i bathed came out then went into the room then my mama say her leg pain lmaos then she veri tired my mama & papa pushing each other go bath first lmaos then my mama ask me to help her up, then i don wan then she ownself push herself up, then my sis at there say i veri bad hoho ._. blaaaa then bell was veri noisy walking around the room bla wan vomit for a moment -.- then she wan go out then she keep at the door sniff sniff sniff then my sis shhhhhhh-ed her hahahaha lols she went out bla zzzz then came back le -.- lols now they slping my sis can slp with the lights on!! haha then bell jus lie & slp veri shuang at my place -.- nvm she's a great bed warmer!! woo bell's butt is facing my sis lols las nite she squeezed with me at the pillow, then her butt was facing me, then she still even kick me away lor -.- i no space to slp lols hahahhahaha my bro is clearing his nose in the toilet nowwwwwww lols ok nth do le tomo stay home whole day ba stare the comp O.O
Saturday, November 28, 2009
woooo today woke up lols i was dreaming! some weird things eh hehe blaaaa so then washed up ate prepared went out hmmmmm went to val's house for erm cg? but not really, more like pm haha then awhile only, like 1 hr so fin went to tamp ate pastamania, the dory baked rice, dabao 1 dam little siah O.O bla lols then went to water baptism lesson ^^ fin the lesson then went walk around abit then went to city hall to find amanda found & bought ice cream(?) at city link lols niceeeee hahaha then met amanda le anyhow walk around like tour singapore lols ahaha sooo wooot updating* so many kpop now zzz lols woahhhh ok haha less than 12hrs to water baptism! that's when the old, carnal, sinly me dies ^^ wooo & i hav a bap name, it's shermaine~ hahaha not sure will i really use it anot i couldn't find the meaning of the name >.< not even in books! zzzzz hahahah but the name is close to my name sooooo yeahhhhhh weeeeeeee tomo water bap > service > pre camp activity > bro back!! hehehehehe yeappppp shall slp soooooooon lols if not will not hav enough slp ahhh ok i need to update my phone & psp with the songs ohhh speaking of psp the games!! ah i keep forget checking them out well gonna hav games to play le, hav little big planet, gta~~! =D
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Friday, November 27, 2009
raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa now straing & stoning in front of comp lols jus *resurrected* my printer >_> so now waiting for print finish zazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazazaza wooooot seems so long lols y print so long print so long print so long ---- wooot was finding any pics/stuff to upload for fun to pass time but print fin le! haha so no more~ weeeee
nitex~!
Thursday, November 26, 2009
whew lols las nite somehow like don noe wat happen to me like i fell into depression i think i jus think too much & too deep i actually planned to mia today for like 12hrs? lmaos wat was i thinking -.- baaaaaa so ok then i slept woke up got better le =) hahaha so went out & bla had fun ^^ woot baptism soon soon soon~!
-guys pls don think so much... ending/consequence is seriously no good no matter wat kind it is hehehe
i took a step to c & explore the world, heng im insulated etc. bla had a safe trip lols oh yeah my bro coming back on sat =B
aish my music player -.- don noe y cmi la ._. anyway anyhow put song la zzz hope it works or something if not it's like noise pollution only =.=
m i jus a small pawn? so many things are happening in & out of life & anything wat so eva i think i always think too much....? but i still keep missing out some parts if i don think so much it's like being insensitive to ppl well who will be sensitive to me -.- yeah i hav sensitive skin which is so irritative & sensitive to everything & anything but that's jus my skin, one of my senses. hmmmm seriously nth to do -.- ok announce: im goin to be water baptised on 28th of nov~! so happy las time when still on fire i was really looking forward & really wanting to get baptised but now the opportunity sneaks up & almost all of the girls are able to make it ^^ hope & wish that i will change more to a better me after goin thru all the things in my vacation, camps, activities, events.... etc. im still waiting & trying to push myself to breakthru and take the first step to step up & step out i don noe y in the world there's like(as if) endless population but i seems to get stuck at some small stages experience, im only 16 now, but some ppl may hav had already experienced more things than me... but there's also the ones that don hav so much experiences... it seems like so many things im jus stuck in between ._. i guess i jus hav to climb higher & higher step by step, lvl by lvl as the time goes on and to strike at every opportunity available. wow where did i drifted off to now -.- nvm let me end with bell she's currently a poor dog which can slp in her comfy environment(aircon, bed) coz of ME staying up late here now using comp & not slping but she will also noe the signal when i off the fan(which has the sound), but recently i don on that fan anymore, so she doesnt noe. well she's under my leg now when she's unlucky(or i never notice) she will be kicked/stepped on & she will chua & wake.... hahahha i don noe y my life is like so sianzxs i nth much to do at home, so i chose to go out.... hahaha, but expense will be unavoidable so lesser time to pei bell, my family.... no eat dinner at home... etc. go home late, then jus bath slp or bla.... hahaha my phone seriously can die -.- i wanna change phoneee i also don noe y... with comp i jus wont get tired or wanna slp...
oh nvm blog about my day today hmmmm don noe y i las nite never slp well? got keep wake up abit few times then jiu wake up earlier than the time i supposed to wake so im dam bored hahaha then super blur stoning in the room don noe wat to wear then my mama came to my rescue ahaha she help me choose clothes then she chose dress then many things bla then i kinda late already lols coz when i eating my lunch i was chatting & draggin my time with my mama haha so then jus chiong scared late bla zzz but late nvm, then chiong chiong chiong then go out le i the only 1 there wear formal formal lo -.- all wear veri casual only ._. (cheryl u can laugh or don noe wat about this haha) so yeah went to orchard then bren they all veri sianz? haha bren say she at woodlands then hyper -.- so anyhow walk till evening bla like that go back woodlands then bren already really turn quite hyper hahaha so bla go slack again but today like more sian? coz not many ppl? other ppl here lols then ah welll jus anyhow passed & spent my day away le >.< hahaha blogger don hav word limits eh i think i can type till i get tired which i don think will happen? so yeah jus cut it off here-
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
didnt noe y las ntie didnt slp well >< so ya well woke up earlier thsn expected? so lazy, i on my sis laptop to use, without ppl knowing aha bell all the way is still there in her lalaland -.- such a pig found out recently that almost all ppl around me are pigs lo hehe alrite so bored now bell is semi-snoring away zzz how/when will she wake uh ._. now my everyday life is super bored no job T.T so yeah i chose to go out everyday? if not i will rot at home the whole day hahaha but every choice or anyhow will hav their pros & cons >.< haiz so well anything fun/nhew/fresh or wat bla pls intro to me hope i hav enough money to spend thru my zzz vacation!! well, there's some more time to go/pass till my ownself set time to get up & bla zzz hais, go rot somehow
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
woha didn't noe y never blogged for the past few days? haha oh yeah my blog's greying out! zzz the skin & song can make u go zzz lols well today celebrated rongyao's bday tgt hahaha at kbox but the girls didnt really sang much haha zzz ok my mind kinda blank..... well there are many things but for blogging now... it's like zero! welll... i try to fill my days & life with more meaningful/useful things to do quite boring nowadays zzz >.<
Friday, November 20, 2009
alrite let me blog RED CAMP WAS SUPER AWESOME!! day 1 was ok... everyone was like strangers bla then day 2 getting funner day 3 the best!! day 2 went to fmvs(? forget) & sch of humans the puppet & magic show was great ^^ yesterday went to sch of life science & health sciences, really interesting =) learnt alot of stuffs which i may or may not need it xD all the cheers, EVERYTHING WAS REALLY GREAT!! ppl who missed it really toooo bad hahah so sad marissa cant come eh ._. yea... las nite was the hot nite, they transferred their convention centre into a club, and had a mini zouk out the music were great & ppl are all dancing around hahaha yeah tho red camp was only 3 days all the time were packed with fun! it was quite short too as it was only a day camp but all of us bonded quite well!! everyone did a great great great job all the cheers are superb!! (no matter wat tribe ^^) so gonna miss so many things n i so hope that the course i wan is available in np T.T nvm... i jus need to make the rite choice... np is really the best poly in singapore =D so.... yeah really did had FUN! @ NP RED CAMP wish i could be in np next yr & be a sl haha the SLs are the best tooooooooo zzzzz ok i think i should be despo for a job naoooo i hav nth much to do & is practically rotting away at home >< cg @ my house later.... hope that it will go wellllll yeah byes
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
haiz tired/exhausted... so many things now? zzz red camp was okkkkk hahaha actually wanted to blog more stuffs bla but haix.... aiya oh jus now went to the ba there then saw serene zhuang, veri long no see her haha zzzzz ok i go think wat should i do tomo le
well... 4E1 was a great great class, with great unity ^^ i love everyone =) thx for coming to the bbq & spending time with each other & having fun wish all of us BRIGHT futures ahead~ get into wateva course/schs u wan, & live a successful life!! gonna miss sec sch life, & most importantly everyone from our sch especially 4E1sss T.T
Monday, November 16, 2009
yo~~ haha today woke up not so early? in the afternoon then my mama came into my(sis) room then talk & complained things to me xD so weird eh? lols hahaha then evening went to class bbq @ casa blanca the pool so many like everywhere haha then ann keep push me down & splash water @ me T.T heng not veri wet? haha then like all ppl making me & bully me la~ okay not everyone, xiaobin(my fake bro) keep wanna make me wet also, then gaby threw my slippers somewhere then ann kept playing water bla lols, then in the end tio whole full body wet hahaha ^.^ lols ok had a great & enjoyable time there~ played abit of truth & dare, all quite ridiculous! irfaan tio cheese bwa his face, gaby kissed abid, sindhu ate raw meat, aryna tio swinged into the pool, abid took off his shirt & shake/dance haha so many things was really fun... ^^ then after finish bbq + stir frying + eating, clean up abit then everyone bored & slacked around then khalil they all go plan game then they came back haha was quite scary but interesting the game then we jus started playing then the guards stop us, coz already 10pm then residents complaining we veri noisy so we bo bian mus stop the game =( then sianz luh... never really like played dao? then they go off the lights bla then everyone jus go le lorrrrrrr hahaha i won lucky draw, $10 voucher hehe yeah... this would be the las meeting/gathering for 4E1`09 had a great time & fun =) next time seeing each other would be the results time >_> hahaha today is LIBAOYAN'S BDAY~ a lee min ho poster was her present, behind was all our msgs xD
tomo is red camp.... gonna wake up early ouh but now not tired yet zzz hahaha hope that red camp would be fun xP sorry WAPITI for not able to go to o sch on thurs with u, not that i don wan de lo T.T so sorry that i dragged u... let's join other time >.<
Sunday, November 15, 2009
well hmmm tot that today gonna be a dam bored day. nth to do haha but not actually~? haha i went to dye & cut hair, there were many customers, so i decided to jus dye only then my hair got anyhow cut veri fast hahaha nvm at least im not unhappy with it ^^ lalala~ supposed to bath bell hahaha then she hide zzz then no bath le hehezx hmmmm so tomo is class bbq oh...
wellllll been AWHILE since i last posted xD heeee lols friday the bbq was great tho we didnt get to eat alot, but it's really GREAT~!! hmmmmm well was jus havin fun & playing around the whiole nite =] after all/most of the frens had gone, left only the members, we still continued bbq-ing and it rained, then we jus used the umbrellas & jus continued bbq haha it was so fun~ romantic feelings we stood around the pit, under the umbrellas & sang songs ^^ there was even times when we would jus stand outside of the shelter in the rain under the umbrella for fun ;D yeah well, im not gonna write out all the things n events happened~ all was jus fun & great~ =) so yeah now my sis & dog's slping infront of me bell's snoring like ZZZZZZZ~ lols hahaha
so saturday~ yeap the rest/sabbath day of the week o lvls fin le, so no need go early or wat blas haha so.... afternoon then meet, then everyone totally not rush or anything bla haha wooot bell is spasming infront... lols.. woah, go back snoring le =.- ok so service was greattttt~~ suddenly felt my stomach like empty, was dam hungry~ haha so yeah, the praiship was great, sermon by pastor kong was great, debrief & bla everything was great =) so then we went to bedok to eat haha then took 168 back to woodlands lols tell u all a funny incident as we were all veri noisy on the busy talking/chatting/playing there was a malay lady & her daughter boarded the bus then sat quite near us, then she veri not happy coz we were so noisy bla... then she keep diao us~ lols then we also played abit bla then she super not happy, she go complain to the bus driver haha then she at 1st confronted rong yao, then rong yao was veri angry & agitated yeah bla then... haha lazy type out all things le... that lady also veri bushuang then at there shoot us hahaha but she even say & shoot wrong things~! she said:" this is a PRIVATE bus where it should be PUBLIC haha" then she said doing the twise/victory sign (V) was veri rude!! lmaos so yeah that was how my day ended? not actually haha... welll..... everything was jus great & fun~ xD
uh i wanna change blogskinzxs..... bell's snore is zzzzzzzzzz
Saturday, November 7, 2009
hey all ppls~! there will be a bbq @ 13th nov friday, at vista park there any frens of mine c this! pls come okkkk jus contact me it's my church cell group 1 can check out for more info here >>>>> http://hearmydream.blogspot.com/ it'll be really fun, & i hope seeing many ppl there ^^ anw i don think posting thru here will get much attention haha i'll personally contact =)
Friday, November 6, 2009
ouh.... i don think i can do well with those transportation sports ice skating cause quite a big bruise on my knee the pain feels like really bleeding, but actually it's internal bleeding n some other places pain n sore too... but i guess those can be ignored =) my left eye degreee increased alot.... but i don think i got used much more left eye? haha zzz alrite... exams gonna be soon over some rotting n sianz time gonna start yes i hav some exciting n activities, but it's unavoidable that i will feel bored n not every day is occupied there will be quite a lot spending done, i hope i can get quite a good job... =*
Thursday, November 5, 2009
hey it's been quite a long time =) haha so yeah yesterday starts the 1 week break to my las paper haha yesterday many ppl started relaxing n havin fun ^^ ya so after exams i went ice skating with cheryl was fun ^^ i realized that i wanna play, hav interests to skate n play but i hav not much interests in learning haha weird rite, don noe how to skate, no learn but wan skate -.- lols so okay today, afternoon woke up ate... like 1 chicken drum stick(almost fin) n another duck drum stick haha thennnnnn go change specs & buy my lens then go ssc daiso then went to watch movie i watched My Girlfriend is an Agent the female lead was someone i abit more familiar with, coz she acted in On Air haha, the movie was veri funny! it's worth watching ;]
Sunday, November 1, 2009
hey guys~ my cg N439 turned 1 yrs old yesterday!! yeah~ on halloween hahas n the cg blog also launched yesterday ^^ check it out >>>> http://hearmydream.blogspot.com/ it's really cool n nice! n the theme/title on dream jus fitted yesterday's msg that pastor preached =) still hav 5 more papers to go.... soon will be "free" haha, n many fun n exciting things are waiting ^^ n there's super many things i wanna do also, hehe =D
Sunday, October 11, 2009
i really got to keep on keeping on... hah...
yay finally bell don stink anymore now she is so fragance lols tho she look like a sheep now but which is super cute~ pong pong lols woot her size really multiplied xD i think she got used to slp really comfy n to her liking 4 limbs facing the sky legs open everything she's such a pig =P hahaha yea she veri cute zzz but today is the 1st time i bathed her n she got so angry that she bit me -.- hahaha lols ok i seriously need to "indulge" into studying... jus for like only a month which is only 4 weeks ah but i haven even cover or revised enough T.T im scared to get a result that i cant go where i wan >.< thats my fear... but i hav hope > faith!! by faith, i live
Monday, September 28, 2009
alrite.... online to blog hehe today hmmmm tired day? lols jus quite restless... then my humans result confusing bla yeah aiyo... uh nvm
yesterday woke up in the morning went out with cell ppl go study @RP ryan came to teach n help us ^^ thx~ woah at RP bump into super many ppl there i didnt noe RP is such a populated place lols yeah i was partially studying n bla.... sometimes go walk walk bla? got once walked abit with zhen... then we saw the take passport photo de machine haha we went in then the thing on-ed then it says insert money or something then we keep at there say no money~ then don noe y we suddenly sing "i hav no money no money but you~" lols then we jus ran out n went back oh n i n cherie got keep sing n play de snsd genie song then zhen say is not correct de she say till veri funny haha then don noe y laughing points veri low brenda keep laugh... we in 7-11 keep laugh cant even choose the cup noodle haha then got go walk walk with cherie then got laptop can use then cheryl got send me a suju vid they cross dress n dance gee n sorry sorry de is like those disgusting kind de but veri funny! haha then all like tired tired le then all walk walk walk veri tired no strength bla but still can play abit la haha yeah zz haiz o lvls left 4 weeks yeah ok i really really really need to calm my mind down focus n concentrate hard le oh noo... ahhhh go go go btw recently i keep call my dog annabelle~ haha
Sunday, September 27, 2009
zzzz some irresponsible ppls can jus giv away or don wan their pets or wateva -.- even after spending time, effort n money on them bla yeah then giv away to somebody else n that dog got injured by the lift door the foot got kiaped by the lift door!! can u imagine-.- wah.... then go c doc yea hope n wish it recover best bla but now... more mishaps... the bandage was supposed to be temporary but then they don noe... then now the leg is rotten n it need to be hospitalised or something or wat which costs alot.. poor dog... n so many things which should be avoided n bla... im not blaming at the current owners im only blaming at the 1st owner... y did he/she hav to giv it away... dogs also hav mind heart n everything... aiya yes maybe he/she hav difficulties... wateva...... a pet is for life it's ur commitment, conviction n responsibility! if u cant even take care of a dog... wat about human...? uh.... i don noe wat tone is this supposed to be... jus wanna post an account of a poor dog n wat's happening n blaaaaaaa
Thursday, September 24, 2009
neehaaaaa post bell cute pics~
muha bell is super cute haha i think i can dedicate to blog to her or something already kekex bell might be mre impt or better than my frens... i think she was so cute lor jus now haha everything of her is cute >< jus now when sher finished her meal then she wanted to go drink water then she walked towards the corner in the kitchen but was shocked to find her bowl o water not there but there's a tin of paint then she went n sniff it haha then she came back then found her water then she drank it pooor bell ahhhhhh hahaha zzzzzz hmmmm i think i would seldom blog much about my life ba coz i don wanna think too much?? lols coz when i think too much, it will slow me down n mayb even stop me yeah so jus look forward n advance or run hehe
haha, saw a thing on a vid quite funny de then decided n got play with my frens lols quite funny de then i hmmmm go learn how to make gifs then now i gonna show, haha jus started learnt how to make, so roughly only
i took from this vid
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R53KpxNZ_Po
wooo haha mayb this yr i can go the halloween at night safari, las nite my sis jus asked me but it's around my o lvl period... haha bell veri cute bla n wooo hahaha so super cute la now she on my lap -.- she was like "begging" me to hug/carry her up so she can lie n slp on my lap ._. wooo her smell is out again haha las nite i n my sis in my room then suddenly the tv played nobody(song for other programme) then we both started to dance n having fun with it haha then bell was like o.0 those kind, or mayb =.- woo haha then my sis was singing nobody everywhere she go in the house, maybe even higher pitch hahaha nobody has become family song or wat le, i go everywhere ppl also playing n blaaa lols o lvl left 1 month = 4 weeks = 28days? lols leonard was super uncle irritating at sch keep nagggg about o lvl n was being noisy about it haha, but n yet every1 still plays =X
ah my leg now itchy n veri hot zzzz woah ok can take a break a bad thing about her - noisy keep bark bla lols her fur still fuzzy, jus now combed le but no use le her fur Q le~~~ hahaha
Monday, September 21, 2009
whew~ bell is so cute now haha my sis n mama is at room watching disk now n my mama eating, then she was like at there gonna slp wanna slp but her ears were jus up then i stared at her she stared at me then she jus do her own things like searching or sniffing or thinking somebody is here or something hahaha but till now she haven yet slp she's still looking around in her slping position n tried to slp haha jus now bell was bathed then i tried to dry her but failed haha then her fur was like booom~ =P lols n got centre parting hahaha xD then she go erm i don noe how to say on a dirty cloth then i tried to grab her away then she jut bit onto me ouch i knew she would bite but my realization n senses were jus a moment slower then it bleed a little, then don noe wat i got poisoned or wat the wound is burning for quite some time i could jus be my skin sensitive haha but it really hurt n hav those burning sensation for quite long then i jus now keep go like touch jus my hand then it pain till my hand was really like burning haha fun eh~ then soon bell came to find me wan me carry her n she'ss slp on my lap but i don wan n don care her coz she bit me bla i gave her c n smell the damage she done hahaha woot she move now to other places/ position of the bed haha she jus went to a corner to sniff something oh is the place where my mama was chey no wonder.... then now she go lie on newspaper! haha she seems to like to lie on papers or soemthing, esspecially when we are reading it!!! hohoho should end here, tomo is my las paper for my prelims science p1, only 1 hr haha 9am then release go home le~ then wed is marking day i wonder if the whole sch also marking day? how i wonder the teachers to manange finish marking so many papers in jus one day O.O
Sunday, September 20, 2009
haha yesterday was saturday, service!! before service was study grp haha realized that now recently mayb i not so prone to late? law of attraction don keep think of it haha but now the opposite others later more often, then ppl will always like not happy uh zzz lols btw yesterday was super funny coz i n cheryl was super dorky funny those hahahahhaah kind lols keep laugh till stomach pain those kind play games also stupid dumb dumb jus laugh walk n talk n bla everything super funny de la =D lols ok so cheryl is worrying about something o.0 but i don think it will happen baaaaa zzz so weird la, when i want something it doesn't come true, u noe aiya i mean always hav opposite reactions thingys de hahaha lols yea n yesterday bo liao after cg jus packed up after fellowship then goin go back then started anyhow singing n blas n we sang those acapella choir styles haha we sang praise,worship songs, n even tried those kpop songs or like jay chou's hahaha is funny but quite nice de lor then it's like we're entertaining ppl lmaos then there was a scene where we took the lift up to mrt then walking to the less isolated place of the station n we sang there can be miracles it was like scary funny weird n bla lols a group of ppl walking towards somewhere with background music or something those like lols ahaha so jus blog yesterdays happenings.... hmmm friday cg was wooo~ haha veri nice, heng that the guitar's string never break when yiwei's playing lols, arbo my face will hav those lines haha oh ya btw las nite's service was nice too~~ hahaha n yea o lvl's coming soon we'll never hav enough time to do things n bla many things still pending!! hoo
Saturday, September 19, 2009
i guess i like mysterious or suspense or wat haha like i from las time like jap then go learn little coz interested n wanna noe then now ok abit only, like sometimes somethings some words can understand le haha then not so like hav the urge to find out wat is that bla then now is the korean wave, but korean to me seems harder their romanization is like got add extra many things like that then i don noe how to pronounce haha gonna learn them soon ba like when u hear or listen to songs with language u don understand, will wan to find out ma, curious, then wanna like learn n master it those kind haha sooon mayb i can understand abit then bla le laaaaaaa
haha btw my room changed le lols my mama veri zai withtin 1 day can shift all the things: big cupboard, queen size bed, a table, tv bla all to new places eh n all the cable bla n everything wooooot pro pro pro pro pro wor haha then i no wan put those curtain in my room coz i don wan dark or bla so put those silk kind then during the day my room is supper bright de lor! like got on lights like that haha then after all the shifting my room got a big space, then talk will even hav echo de siah~ woo haha my house like make over~ my papa n mama goin to change room with my sis then gonna repaint the room n refurnish both rooms eh bought beds, cupbaords many things woo haha i now also feel like changing my room colour le it was yellow i was veri satisfied with the color then now change positions things bla le, then feel abit weird ~.~ i wan change to something like lime green those kind~~ woo veri nice but depends on my the environment then c which shade of greeens nicer heeeeeeeeeee haha feel like now all the changes like gonna change our lifes n many things too.... i don think i quite used to my room eh now de weird weird? now jus night at there slp, morning wake up prepare awhile jiu go out liao seldom spent much time yet in the room with the new position, so like abit weird hwoo
yupp bell is a pig, she's old, she's super duper cute la!!! hahaha so ok off now~ ^^
Sunday, September 13, 2009
jus found out that my name(chinese) de meaning 楊 is for wood... 侍 means to serve; wait upon; attend upon; (在尊长身边)陪着；伺候 銘 means inscription; engrave
actually i came across finding out the meaning of some words as i was converting my name into korean, im wondering wat my surname would be~ haha then saw they displayed the "translation" for english so for the 侍 was serve n that attracted n interested me =) haha so the 楊 doesn't seem to mean much... but i like the surname~ yeah so 侍 & 銘 hav interesting meanings, serve n engrave hahaha don noe wat to say n jus post for fun~~
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
lols~ check this out it's hilarious! vvvv
it's on purpose which is so humourous hahahaha jus chased after bell rite after she finished bathing n was quite crazy haha her fur is all now so fuzzy ~
Sunday, September 6, 2009
hey~ jus turned 16 recently^^ had great time, had fun n everything =) really can feel how ppl around me loves me n etc. yeah im so luckly n everything... received unexpected gifts from my classmates, that made me go wow~ haha thx all those who spent time with me n spent the effort n ur money to buy me gifts ^^ was jus wondering recently, about myself nobody's perfect yeah, but i keep finding flaws in myself but it's jus like my flaws are so visible, n hinders in some ways mayb it's jus me being too conscious or paranoid or something yeah i noe n understand that this whole world is full of ppl n there's hell lot of ppl even worser than me de, n my problems n flaws are already quite minor~ but to me it seemed abit more concerning n obvious... so yeah... gonna try n strive to change myself n push myself out again, step up, step out gotta overcome things yeah~ now seem abit lost in my age n wat i do bla all.. ah numb n lost, jus try to chiong ba =\
Sunday, August 30, 2009
hey hey here to post some vids, for ppl to relax, hav fun, laugh n detress~~ it's not really offensive, the lyrics are put up by other ppl, that guy didnt intent or actually sang those lyrics, he sang the real n correct lyrics k revisited this korean guy singing during dnt .... now dnt all over, i don think i can do really well, coz my folio is jus... haiz yea btw, these vid really got many many of us laughing really hard xD
jus check out all the links n bla if u wan more k, hahaha i emphasise again, no offence, it's jus for entertainment purpose, actually he is really good that he can sing n bla jus that the pronunciation n etc... yeah~ enjoy beh~~
Sunday, August 16, 2009
woo, jus to post some lyrics~ haha for fun~~
Super Driver
Day by day unzari da yo ne dakara doudou to kotowacchau KIMI ni nari na yo
Oh my boy KIPPARI shinakya uso ni tsukiatterarenai yo semai sekai de
jibun de mitsuketa myself suki ni natte touzen kudaranai yarikata kette subete wa atashi ga kimeru
(I say,I say my heaven)
Super Driver tosshin makasete nantettatte zenshin fukanou (Don’t you stop me) tobikoete Take it easy,Go!! daishouri tte doukan mochiron dou natta tte kaikan hanseikai (Get back to wild) sore yori saa isoide yo
are mo kore mo mitaiken itsu datte TOTSUZEN maru de maru de mikeiken sore ga doushita no
Up side down TONDE MO kachikan dakedo monmon to kangaeta jibun tte ERAI
On my own chanto mukiau me da yo tekitou ni nareatte damasarenai wa
hitori o kowagaru nonsense dare mo chotto samishii omoshiroi sakusenren tte egao no atashi ga saikou
(You should,you should Be quiet!)
noutenki na sekkin shikakete akichatta n da saikin fujiyuu (We born to now) furikitte Yes,Laid on joke!! daihakken ni banzai shitai ne dekichattara bannou souzouron (No more no fake) tokui yo ooi yaru kara ne
sore to kore wa yume ja nai naze katte DOKIDOKI moyuru moyuru yume mitai hontou ni shimashou sore to kore wa yume ja nai naze katte KURAKURA moyuru moyuru yume mitai saa ne dou daro ne (kouseiin Dancin’ shakin’ hip soudouin Moovin’ makin’ stage)
Super Driver tosshin makasete nantettatte zenshin fukanou (Don’t you stop me) tobikoete Take it eazy,Go!! daishouri tte doukan mochiron dou natta tte kaikan hanseikai (Get back to wild) sore yori saa isoide yo
Super Driver chousen suru no yo Feel it,feel it speed up fujiyuu (We born to now) furikitte Yes,Laid on joke!! daihakken ni banzai shitai ne dekichattara bannou souzouron (No more no fake) tokui yo ooi yaru kara ne
are mo kore mo mitaiken itsu datte MURIYARI maru de maru de mikeiken kore kara shimashou are mo kore mo mitaiken itsu datte TOTSUZEN maru de maru de mikeiken sore ga doushita no
Day by day, I’m getting tired of it, So become someone who can boldy refuse!
Oh, my boy, We need to be clear. We can’t deal with lies in this small world
I found you myself; It’s natural that I’d come to like you. Kick away your worthless ways. I’ll decide everything!
(I say, I say, my heavens!)
Super Driver, leave the charge to me. We’ll move forward no matter what. “Impossible!” (Don’t you stop me) Jump over it – Take it easy, Go!! A great victory, you say? Of course I agree. How was it? Pleasant. “Review?” (Get back to wild) Never mind that. Come on, hurry up!
I haven’t done this or that yet; I’ll always be sudden. I’m completely, completely inexperienced – what’s wrong with that?
Upside down These values are ridiculous, But I thought about them endlessly. I’m so remarkable!
On my own, I properly face those eyes. This is a good match; I can’t be tricked.
Fearing being alone is nonsense. Everyone’s a bit lonely. Training for interesting strategies, The smiling me is the best!
(You should, you should Be quiet!)
Begin the carefree approach! I’ve been getting tired lately. “I’m feeling uncomfortable!” (We’re born to now) Shake it off – Yes, lay on the jokes!! I want to celebrate a great discovery. If we can, I’m almighty. “An imaginary theory?” (No more, no fake) That’s my specialty! Come on, we’re doing it!
All of this isn’t dream; why is my heart pounding hard by itself? I’m shaking, shaking like I’m in a dream; I’ll really do it. All of this isn’t dream; why does my head get dizzy by itself? I’m shaking, shaking like I’m in a dream; well, how is it? (Club members Dancin’, shakin’ hips; general mobilization Movin’, makin’ the stage)
Super Driver, leave the charge to me. We’ll move forward no matter what. “Impossible!” (Don’t you stop me) Jump over it – Take it easy, Go!! A great victory, you say? Of course I agree. How was it? Pleasant. “Review?” (Get back to wild) Never mind that. Come on, hurry up!
Super Driver, I’m making a challenge. Feel it, feel it speed up. “I’m feeling uncomfortable!” (We’re born to now) Shake it off – yes, laid on joke!! I want to celebrate a great discovery. If we can, I’m almighty. “An imaginary theory?” (No more, no fake) That’s my specialty! Come on, we’re doing it!
I haven’t done this or that yet; I’ll always be forcing. I’m completely, completely inexperienced, and I’ll start from here. I haven’t done this or that yet; I’ll always be sudden. I’m completely, completely inexperienced – what’s wrong with that? (First round, Funky rookie game; counter, Honky tonky head)
Amrita
Kikasete natsukashii uta wo tooku de kuchizusande seinaru mitsu no you ni yume no you ni sono naka de nemurasete
Doushite sekai wa sakasa ni muryoku ni nagareteku no Yuuyake itsuka mita akanegumo soba ni irenai sono kawari ni
Gin-iro no ame ga futte kitara watashi da to omotte namida wo fuite
Massugu ni hada ni ochiru ryuusei furitsudzukete sono kata ni amurita
Daichi ga naite iru yoru wo kanjiru kokoro de ite anata no kizuguchi ga itamu nara sora ni negai no yumiya wo utsu
Gin-iro no ame ga futte kitara watashi da to omotte jikan wo tomete
Chiheisen hibiki wataru shizuku tashika na mono ano hibi ni amurita
Gin-iro no ame ga futte kitara watashi da to omotte namida wo fuite
Massugu ni hada ni ochiru ryuusei anata ni furu ame ni naru amurita
Let me hear the nostalgic song Hum it in the distance like sacred nectar, like a dream Let me sleep surrounded by it
Why does the world flow inversely and powerlessly? At sunset, The scarlet clouds that I saw some other day Were in place of you who couldn't be by my side
When the silver rain falls, think of it as me Wipe away your tears
The shooting stars that drop straight onto your skin Continue to fall; they're the amrita on your shoulders
Please be in my heart that feels The nights when the earth is weeping If your wounds are hurting you, I'll shoot an arrow of wishes at the sky
When the silver rain falls, think of it as me Stop the time
The sound of raindrops echoes across the horizon, something definite Is the amrita back in those days
When the silver rain falls, think of it as me Wipe away your tears The shooting stars that drop straight onto your skin Will fall to you, will become the rain- They're the amrita
nande nan daro ki ni naru yoru kimi e no kono omoibinsen ni ne kaite miru yo
moshikashite kimagure kamo shire nai sore na no ni maisuu dake fuete yuku yo
suki no kakuritsu waridasu keisan shiki areba ii no ni
KIRA KIRA hikaru negaigoto mo GUCHA GUCHA e taru nayamigoto mo sou da HOCCHIKISU de toji chao hajimari dake wa karui nori de shiranai uchi ni atsuku natte mou hari ga nanda ka toora nai LALA mata ashita
doushiyo kana yomikaesu no hazukashii are kore to binsen ni ne kaita kuse ni
kimochi goto gomibako yuki ja nanda ka kono mune ga setsunai kara motte yo kana
ima no kimochi o arawasu jisho ni mo nai kotoba sagasu yo
WAKU WAKU shichau keikaku to ka GUDA GUDA sugiru tenkai to ka zenbu HOCCHIKISU de toji chao kyou no dekigoto omoidashite itsumo kokoro ga KYUN to datte mou hari ga nai kara kawanakucha LALA mata ashita
KIRA KIRA hikaru negaigoto mo GUCHA GUCHA e taru nayamigoto mo sou da HOCCHIKISU de toji chao hajimari dake wa karui NORI de shiranai uchi ni atsuku natte mou hari ga nanda ka toora nai LALA mata ashita
How was it? That night I had you on my mind This feeling I’ll try writing it down in a letter
Perhaps Maybe this is just a whim But even so it’s only a few sheets I have to keep writing!
A calculated formula probably derived from love I wish I had it and yet…
A sparkling request And a messy worry That’s it! Let’s bind them together with a stapler It’s just the beginning but I’m feeling light Before I knew it, it was too thick I can’t put in anymore staples Lala See you tomorrow
What should I do? I reread it; It’s embarrassing! This and that I wrote it all!
These feelings Need to go into the trashcan My chest aches Maybe I should just hold onto them
I’ll express my current feelings I’ll search for words not even in dictionaries
Completely excited plans and And exhausted developments Let’s bind it all with a stapler Remember today’s events My heart is always tightening I no longer have any staples so I need to buy some more Lala See you tomorrow
A sparkling request And a messy worry That’s it! Let’s bind them together with a stapler It’s just the beginning but I’m feeling light Before I knew it I was too thick I can’t put in anymore staples Lala See you tomorrow
hahaha, never source to where i get de now should put, gendou.com i took the lyrics from there, but they may get from other side, jus refer~
Friday, August 7, 2009
today, was the cele for national day but for me, it's abit like games day sec 4s n 5s don attend the concert for the national day, we play games! im really happy that my class all ppl are so united, i believe all of us can do really well this time! the girls played captains ball, the 1st game everyone was nervous etc., then we lost after that we went into the losers pool, then we keep winning then we went back into the winners pool coz we kept winning really had fun, especially some games with some classes at the parade square it was like only our class the girls cheering no matter how we perform, which court we play, they will folo n keep on cheering n whenever the game is over, then we go to rest n prepare for next game, we are like players in big n impt leagues or games, go down the bench will hav water, towel like that in every games that are held at the times we almost played all, as in we never had break, we keep jus hav games n keep playin on we managed to get to top 3, so =) tho we lost our las 2 games, every1 still had fun n are really happy everybody was so united, caring for each other, teamwork, it's so nice! after games then e maths test was cancelled then hav to do phys, was quite tired, then didnt bring book to lab + lazy, then i do the mindmap veri slow n anyhow de i wanna do my dnt! then 12+ can go le, then went to dnt then all slack slack again i wanted to use the comp in genesis to do my pb things n bla, but got ppl using then i stayed in the comp lab nth much to do, jus c ppl do their inventors or some do nth, play bla then gaby came n c bleach n all then talking about bleach all then watch, haha was funny n all then i don noe wat to do much, tired, my inventor in teacher's thumbdrive, then he say i never return his thumbdrive, zzzz don noe wat then all ppl jus leave quite early, zixin n gaby wan go eat, then they ask me go. then go mac eat, eat fin yuxuan got come join us we go walk walk around everything, then all went home tho it's quite long since i ever slacked in causeway, it's still the same sianz, not veri much things to c n bla ah then went home, i go put black mask again, actually don hav much use de liao lor, don noe wat effects or uses it hav, the words all in jap de lor then i slept then peel the mask veri pain =.- i regret, should had put other things zzz yea then go bath, eat, play comp hmmmmmm don noe wat to comment jus hmmmm haha nvm BELL IS CUTE~! oh ya, my papa brought a bird home, it's like a parrot, or cockatail or something, i forgot how to spell the feathers quite nice, silver grey bla, then got standing those feathers also de then i wanna try teach it to speak, but don noe how, it can only "chirp" for now uh then bell super jealous n everything veri jin zhang all bla haha poor bell
Monday, August 3, 2009
i.... struggle, struggle and struggle on... i was so tired of doin anything, anything! i didnt noe wat to do, i jus sat there, don noe who n where n wat how to fa xie out so i jus type them all out on my phone it's 7 msgs long now i cant jus keep them in anymore, it feels so bad so i think i might jus release them out! i cried a tissue away i like goin to sch alone?? i don noe how to pull myself up again i guess only Him can now i really don feel like goin to sch i (don)noe how to eat my body is being altered by my mind?? thinking positve pulls me up but my flesh doesnt do the things i should be doin that disappoints me tragically n i cant even control myself these ups n downs, haiz oh God your so beautiful, wonderful, perfect, i like couldn't take it anymore i wanna try burying myself into studying,work oh does it mean the world?? but now indulging into the world doesnt help me in anyway mayb only some instant gratifaication and still pull me lower i cant bear to live, my life is so good, so well, so fortunate, n yet i cant appreciate n make full use of it? oh i had the want or craving or feeling to eat seomthing yesterday! i think im still struggling to step up, step out, even tho i really really wan to!! ppl misunderstand me i don noe how to explain im sorting this ONCE N FOR ALL!!! pls do me good, do me well still, there are ppl who cares, everybody cares!
yea those were things i managed to "complain" out, mayb some only i would understand, they are not in proper sentences yea, i think i jus hav to struggle on, jus try hard, n mayb 1 day i'll make it i noe im making progress every now n then i'll eventually reach it i DO feel really alone n lonely at many times, but i noe im not alone!! n ppl all think so differently, it makes me wanna kill to make them understand the TRUTH! i think im ok, now typing all these n using comp n bla, i wasted my time again, this despair/ feeling comes, not knowing wat to do, only can regret, i tell myself not to do it again anymore, but it would jus repeat! ._. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i don noe how to end off, jus like this
btw i updated songs but they couldnt play, ah time is so precious, but there's only One most important,
Sunday, July 26, 2009
zzzzz the world is full of lies finding n looking for the truth is so hard how can i ever manage to take another step out to trust ppl again -.- trust problem
Sunday, July 12, 2009
is money really so impt? they say qian cai is shen wai wu yes, money can bring drastic changes n differences to life and everything yes, money can buy so many thing, almost everything but the things that cannot be bought with money are the things which are oh oh oh oh so important things, heh ma, craps
うれしいか、それとも、かなしい？ 私は満足している必要がありますか悲しいか？
すべて、ぜんぶ、いつからおわりですか？ これらすべてのものは、すべてが終了しますか？
むずかしね、いのちわ。。。
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
hohoho my cousin sent me this song asked me to find the singer i couldn't find it but hav some weird weird feeling then the song quite nice nya~~ haha then use google find n the results first infront all is nathan hartono de i jus super shocked then i think it really is him then i check woohoo seriously it's him lols then i say my fren crazy over him say him shuai voice nice then he say no he don think so he think ok ok only!! haha but i think he really hav quite a good voice n his face is can make it 1 lols the song veri nice! but is he fan chang de lols hmmmmmm tot of privatising my blog wanna sotrt out many things n i wan to change blogskin!!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
ok boring hav many things to say n blog bla haaaaaaa but always on comp then jiu forgot le hoooo so yea bored neh jus added some songs into my player so boring so i post the lyrics here hahaha!!
Don't say LAZY
Please don't say "You are lazy" datte hontou wa crazy hakuchou-tachi wa sou mienai toko de BATA ashi suru n desu honnou ni juujun chuujitsu honrou mo juujuu shouchi zento youyou da shi dakara tama ni kyuukei shichau n desu
kono me de shikkari misadamete yukisaki chizu jou MAAKU shite chikamichi areba sore ga oudou hashoreru tsubasa mo areba joutou
YABA tsume wareta GURUU de hoshuu shita sore dake de nanka tassei kan daiji nano wa jibun kawaigaru koto jibun o aisanakya hito mo aisenai
Please don't say "You are lazy" datte hontou wa CRAZY nou aru taka wa sou mienai toko ni PIKKU kakusu n desu souzou ni isshokenmei genjitsu wa zettai zetsumei hatten tochuu da shi dakara fui ni picchi hazureru n desu
sono me ni utsuranai dake datte yaruki wa MEETAA furikitte itsudemo zenryoku de yume mite sono bun zenryoku de nemutte
yari choi yaseta choushizuite kutta sore dake de nande haibokukan sukasazu ni mokuhyou kahoushuusei shite juunan ni rinki ouhen shichihenge ga kachi
Please don't say "You are lazy" datte hontou wa crazy kujaku-tachi wa sou koko zo to iu toki mi o miseru n desu gozouroppu manshin maishin ganbou wa soushin reijin yuuwaku tahatsu da shi dakara yake ni ishi kudakechau n desu
yaba masaka RED POINT iya GIRI KURIA! sore dake de nante zennou kan daiji nano wa jibun mitometeku koto jibun o yurusanakya hito mo yurusenai
Please don't say "You are lazy" datte hontou wa CRAZY hakuchou-tachi wa sou mienai toko de bata ashi suru n desu honnou ni juujun chuujitsu honrou mo juujuu shouchi zento youyou da shi dakara tama ni kyuukei shichau n desu
Please don't say "You are lazy" But the truth is, I'm crazy The swans, I'm sure Give flutter kicks at a place that you can't see I'm instinctively obedient and loyal; I'm well aware of that I get trifled with Plus my future's looking bright... So sometimes, I take a break
Firmly ascertaining it with my eyes Marking my destination on the map If there's a shortcut, then it's the easy way out If I've got wings that can let me skip things, too, then that's the best
Oh no, I broke a nail; so I repaired it with glue With just that, I feel kind of accomplished What's important is loving yourself If you don't love yourself, then no one else can love you
Please don't say "You are lazy" But the truth is, I'm crazy A capable hawk, I'm sure Hides its picks at a place that you can't see I do my hardest to daydream; the reality drives me desperate Plus I'm still in mid-development... So unexpectedly, I go off-pitch
Even if you just don't see me My motivation blows the meter Dreaming with all my might Sleeping enough for you with all my might
I did it, I got a little thinner; I got so proud that I ate stuff With just that, why do I feel like it defeated the point? I promptly adjusted my goal downwards Adapting with flexibility to the occasion and changing mercurially will let me win
Please don't say "You are lazy" But the truth is, I'm crazy The peacocks, I'm sure Can charm you here and now I push on with my entire body and insides; my wish is to be slim and pretty Plus temptations come up a lot... So my will gets completely shattered
Oh no, it can't be the Red Point?! No way, I barely cleared it! With just that, I feel like I can do everything What's important is acknowledging yourself If you don't forgive yourself, then no one else can forgive you
Please don't say "You are lazy" But the truth is, I'm crazy The swans, I'm sure Give flutter kicks at a place that you can't see I'm instinctively obedient and loyal; I'm well aware of that I get trifled with Plus my future's looking bright... So sometimes, I take a break
Paradise Lost
seinaru hitomi ga itami o utsushitara furimuite goran jounetsu hanatsu Trick
kuzureru ashimoto futari wa modorenai sashinobeta te o hodokanai de
kieru yo mata yasashii hibi ga omoide o kegasu no wa yurusenai
koko wa uragiri no Tír na nÓg sa mayou kokoro no hate ni hikari o motomete inoru kotoba todoke anata ni toraware no hane ga harukana sora e to mukau shinjitai yo watashi tachi kodoku ja nai
wakari au motome au kizuna no naka hanasanai hanarenai hajimaru Destiny
aratana negai ni kusari hodokeru toki yasumasete kureru fukai nemuri ni
wazukana kibou ga watashi o tsuyoku suru nukumori ni furete mitai kara
yomigaereba hakanaki inochi kurikaesu itoshisa ga michibiita
mune ni utakata no shirabe nagareru sekai no owari akirame wa shinai ima ga tsunagu ashita sagasou chigire mau hane wa mirai no sora ni mo mukau wasurenai de watashi tachi hitotsu no KURISUTARU
kagayaite mabushikute warenai no yo hanasanai hanarenai chikai no DESTINY
Lost the paradise, Ah
kieru yo mata yasashii hibi ga omoide o kegasu no wa yurusenai
koko wa uragiri no Tír na nÓg sa mayou kokoro no hate ni hikari o motomete inoru kotoba todoke anata ni toraware no hane ga haruka na sora e to mukau shinjitai yo watashi tachi kodoku ja nai
wakari au motome au kizuna no naka hanasanai hanarenai mitsumete Paradise Lost
If my saint-like eyes emit pain, will you turn away? A passion releasing Trick.
Our crumbling pace won’t return. Don’t leave me with my hand stretched out.
These tender days have disappeared once again, I won’t allow us to have disgraced memories.
This is the paradise of betrayal. At the end of my wandering heart, I search for a light and words of prayer I can send to you. My imprisoned wings fly towards the distant sky. I want to believe that we are not alone.
We understand (We search) within this bond we won’t let go (we won’t separate from) our beginning Destiny.
With this new wish, our chains are being removed. At that time, will we be allowed to rest? Into a deep sleep…
This small hope makes me strong because it seems to be dyed in warmth.
If this fleeting life is resurrected, I’ll be led to love once again.
The ephemeral melody in my heart will be washed away with the world’s end. I won’t give up, now I’ll search for our joint future. These torn scattering wings will fly into the sky. I won’t forget, our only Crystal.
Shine (Dazzle) We won’t separate… We won’t let go (we won’t separate from) our promised Destiny.
Lost the Paradise, Ah!
These tender days haven’t disappeared yet, I won’t allow us to have disgraced memories.
This is the paradise of betrayal. At the end of my wandering heart, I search for a light and words of prayer I can send to you. My imprisoned wings fly towards the distant sky. I want to believe that we are not alone.
We understand (We search) Within this bond we won’t avert (we won’t take away) our gaze from our Paradise Lost
Yume no Ashioto ga Kikoeru
Itsuka chikatta no yo Jibun no kokoro e to Nageki no uzu ni nomareta Kimi wo tasuketai to
Kasaneru toki wa kaeteyuku Kotowari no haguruma ga sabitara Mou modorenai I hate this world
Subete kowashitai Doko ni mo mada ikenai Omoide no tame ni Shiawase datta to Ano koro dake dakishime Toozakaru yume no ashioto Mune ni kizamikonda
Soto wa fukai yoru no Hazama o utsushidasu Soko ni aru mono ga itsuka Kimi o saraisou de
Oshietakunai yami no ito Utsukushii mama de hoshikute Me o kakushitai You need true mind
Gareki ni umoreta Natsukashisa ga yusaburu Watashi no furukizu Yasashisa wa biyaku Hitoshizuku no tameiki Maboroshi to kimi no ashioto Hibiku basho wa
Shinin' voice atatakai ne Tachidomaru koto ga yurusareru Sukoashi kanchigai o shisou de Totemo tsurakunaru yo
Subete kowashitai Doko ni mo mada ikenai Omoide no tame ni Shiawase datta to Ano koro dake dakishime Toozakaru yume no ashioto Mune ni kizamikonda Yume no ashioto ga kikoeru
One day I vowed to my heart that if you were drowned in the swirl of lament, I would want to save you.
The passage of time is changing and as the gears of reason rust, we won’t be able to go back…I hate this world.
I want to break everything, there's no where else I can go For my memories, I say “It was happiness!” and embrace those times. The far off footsteps of dreams, are engraved in my heart.
Outside, the deep night’s interval is being projected. The thing that lies there seems that one day will take you away.
I don’t want to teach you of the thread of darkness, I wish you would stay as beautiful as you are. I want to hide my eyes…You need true mind.
I held reason in garbage and my nostalgia was shaken up. My old scar is the aphrodisiac of tenderness… with the breath of one drop, the illusion and your footsteps, resound to that place.
The Shinin’ Voice is warm, it’ll forgive me for standing still, but it seems I made a small misunderstanding and it has become too painful.
I want to break everything, there's no where else I can go For my memories, I say “It was happiness!” and embrace those times. The far off footsteps of dreams, I engrave them within my heart.
I can hear the footsteps of dreams…
Thursday, May 14, 2009
today i had fun, enjoyed myself tried 2 things that i've never touched/tried before one was playing pool morning woke up around 10 wor coz las inte slept earlier then sian sians sianz so played comp no go zss outing then ying honey msg me then ask me bla bo bo then ask me wanna go play pool anot she is sick yea she cant go kbox but can go play pool haha then she say she can teach me play then i was somehow abit like "forced" to come out le so haha anything then i super lazy so jus anyhow wear veri casual then go till orchard there my arcade to play lols ming arcade then nobody de wee wee only got another 2 guys at there player snooker so yea we played then ying don noe how to teach so anyhow lor then heng i think i noe how to play abit ba then jus anyhow play then awhile jiu can can le then haha we 2 noobies jus at there play lor then i n ying tie then las round we anyhow play bla all cannot hit de then our frens called then we jus end it anyhow then go down find them hahaha so yea had fun got addicted abit to pool like that was fun! lols then somemore it's rare to hav time to go play ma haha so erm glad that i've tried it. so yea gonna find better n cheaper places to go play!!
Sunday, May 3, 2009
there's no greater love God's love my first and only greatest love He gave His life, even for hitori He's perfect, so wonderful just seek
gaaaaaa forgot all things wat i wanna write le -.- exams stress wor no time so busy so many things! o lvls....
Saturday, May 2, 2009
TELL YOU SOMETHING I HATE MY MUM!! WHEN SHE'S DRUNK
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Below is something random which somebody asked to to do which i think it's a waste of time, BUT is also a mean to waste n past time. _________________________________________________________________________________ The COOLEST QUIZ YOU EVER DONE!
If you have enough money to change your looks, which part will you change? (State reason, **No overall EG. Body, Leg, Head =.=)
[Personal comments: ERM, even if money can make do, there will still be physical n emotional pain, and u need time for it to settle or recover or wat bla, and tho it will be nice after u do it, but it is still FAKE! IT'S ARTIFICIAL!!! Skin(Many reasons)
Card captor sakura campus superstar pokemon digimon beyblade most beautiful seventh day[anyhow translate] xing guang da dao bai wan da ge xing zuan shi ye zhong hui wang pai ceo
this questions mean wat siah, the thing u afraid to lose or are u afraid to lose -.- i don wanna lose my relationship with Him, im afraid to lose in depending situations
how many ppl arh no say.... lazy la haiyo whomever wan do jus do no wan do nvm coz this quiz super bo liao no link no use so jus waste waste WASTE!!
Friday, April 10, 2009
wth wats happening wats wrong i sign in my hotmail then there write u do not hav an inbox omb wat siah then how wat m i suppossed to do now i used it for super long already now some weird problems then i try to sign in other account nth happen jus go back to the same sign in page ... ok angry ba
Sunday, April 5, 2009
hmmmmmmmmmm well jus now when i revised my phys spa file saw all the previous experiments the oldest which was done las yr wow my work was super omb! my graph is allllll wrong for like a whole yr my scale too big line never draw well the whole graph like only occupy one-tenth of the space whew my work all not complete jus write abit anyhow somethings down then all leave blank at first i was like laughing myself silly of all those woo woo but after some all those wee wee i start to feel veri sad or something zzz yea all was so done super badly wa really couldn't imagine i don even realize or noe that i was like that zzz but i really forget like everything! oh my haiz but STARTING THIS YR MY PRACTICAL GRADES MANY A!@!!@#!@#!#@ woo haha so nice hmmm but mayb i think coz i keep look n c other ppls works all ask n copy so all is veri good de lols haha but anw i already drop m pure so that file no need alrready if need i think if the invigilator come n inspect they c liao will tohui 1 lor then pull down grades somemore hahahaha
oh n another point i realized that i like to do things alone (DEPENDS) i everytime go workshop i like to go somewhere alone then ownself do things isolate myself then time pass fast lols coz got things to do yea n its veri peaceful no body bothering no need to talk can think of own things n everything like jus enjoying/slacking hahaha
woo haiz everything no timeeeeee
Saturday, April 4, 2009
wooooooooooooooop today sports day haha unexpectedly quite good~ yea we managed to win again! without competing with e2 but 1e3 was quite close with us haha yea so we're all veri happy to win yea our las yr n we were the only sec 4 n upper sec class in the cheering competition others all sec 1 then we got cheer n dance n veri nice =D so we confirm also chop the champion lols so haha tho we didnt win all but we won overall n cheering yea we all tried our best did our part like all those say don wanna come all got come even tho not all join the cheer but got ppl help take vid n some never prac the cheer before 1 jus join in n we can perform greatly haha yea happy for today tho another dissatisfaction is that our class tee the side not orange icons not printed n is all same as super many other classes 1 n is zip de! zzz lols n it costs $20
arh hmmm after sports day went home then my mama haven wake up quite rare haha so i kept quiet then went to slp yea then slp till 4pm zzz then i woke up n eat i think today my stomach keep bloat i drink milk then like too full now also zzzz haha free then upload pics n vid woohooo 4E1 We are the best!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
wooo i think i like ppl calling me ming lols earlier this week my cher kept calling me ming ming ming ming ming xiao jie ming ming ming ah ming then i beside her already she also no stop lols then she talk talk bla bla bla hahaha so fun woo the turise/tortle outside so noisy zzz can fight with my keyboard typing de sound zzz ah so sad bell is old already now she.... haiz legs no strength throat many many flan haix only 7 yrs old! she still has yrs to live on come on! ah stop le ok
Friday, March 20, 2009
wooo today went to EVANGELISM EXPLOSION!! haha learnt much things woo hmmm heh so spent HOURS in jw b4 n sit there today de vid all old old de hahaha yea then now is veri tired... hmmm i think i should get past these time always im tired then after this i not tired anymore can no need slp de feeling de mood de energy lo haha abit struggling? nvm time will pass wooo forgot wat i wanna blog ahahhahaa
let me feature somebody again woo! *KOO CHIN CHYE* CHIN CHYE CHIN CHYE hahaha quite stubborn? yea ppl all like this hmmm then not willing to change then i wanna help its like prying super hard things paint? door? jus prying n pry pry veri hard to open lor.... aaah now keep hearing many songs korean songs wa all so same same de sounds like nobody by wonder girls siah they dance nice + funny? veri in sync so veri nice hahahaha ok KOO CHIN CHYE come out only also don wan go do simple simple lvl easy things also don wan then say me ask u go skip lvls!! woo now keep typo mayb coz of my fatigue? heh zzz hmmmm i super despo can for my cousin -.- yea yea lols coz he my closest relative same age can relate more really i consider close la even tho is not like all keep share problems noe wat each other doin everyday de kind hahahhaa but is jus born then play then grow up jiu close liao ma hahaha such relationships or opportunities veri rare de ok like twins getting a sibling how many old young n all haha KOO CHIN CHYE u should be happy n touched that i wanna help u lo then still keep turn me down -.- i irritate u also can help u pass ur boredoms ma haha >.<
Thursday, March 19, 2009
haha 'RECONCILED' with an old fren of mine =) haha no la... jus like contact back agian hee hee jus happy that ppl can still rmb me even after long no contact or lost contact de lo haha frens are so impt =* we are not born to be alone yeah we cant do things so WELL alone we mus live with each other yea communicate haha actually recently i can anyhow sha xiao [ownself smile/ dumb smile?] & ppl say that ppl will be like that when they're in love hahahahah but seriously everybody's been loved so much... there's no reason to be sad, sulky, or so PESSIMISTIC lols seems like im hmmm shooting ppl with all these heh ha oh yea today went out for ZSS outing! had fun yea jus that i mayb lost my sense of dressing? weird eh don noe la hahaha yeah n hmmm i couldn't understand y ppl like this, like that but me so diff? err can this that bla blo yea im born this way, im made this way, im EXCLUSIVELY THIS WAY! haha n other ppl n all humans r too!! EVERYBODY'S UNIQUE yeah so haha i was able to sha xiao sometimes to myself then yesterday watched clannad woo so sad but hmm twist here there then become happy ending but i think its good n beneficial for the viewers side la c the happy ending haha but not totally end yet!! stil hav extra eps but not continue de is wat happened previously woo woo then got abit stucked with kdrama? haha hana yori dango kver. my fren intro-ed to me quite nice haha too exaggeratings but was nice like wild wild funny too haha bad also hav but i think it is sort of cursed casts met with accidents veri month the main role even got into an BIG accident yea another role even commited suicide she should be quite famous la for dying hmmm but cant imagine... the truth is out... hmm this world si so DRAMATIC la haha but it's wonderful =B heh heh so enjoy la zzz but its so sad that earth is suffering n all aah ok change topic i think korean ppl like commit suiciding n many many read newpapers many news about korean stars or actors, etc... all is die commit suicide accident many many... haha mind quite blank now zzz hmmm ok today summary *WEIRD* WOOO coz my eye like veri veri dry?? keep veri veri blurry even now i wearing specs mayb tired haha shaggish eh
anyway haha veri happy,shocked,relieved,hyper many bla that my las time fren [known thur game] SUGI! still rmb me haha but jus that i contacted him hahaha so in my view he stopepd n cut off the contact 1st! WEEEE haha but now's he's not irritating (anymore?) haha n like we live in diff world beh *-*
Monday, March 16, 2009
whoo. long no update heh... my idiotic couisn -.- nvm hahahaha today started veg fasting sounds fun~ oh btw saturday my sh fun fair seemed like a success + veri fun all the things veri ex of course!! haha but i still had fun never experienced such a lively n active sch... everybody did their parts n helped in! hahas n the weather was quite good?? it was veri sunny round the noon till like ppl sunburn?? haha then like end already fin liao then rain!! haha then i no choice ran n wet n took bus n miraculously not sick!! yeah hmmm time flies i still feel abit like was yesterday only ho so 1 week holi only hav HW!! then goin out doin this n that MY COUSIN DON WAN COME OUT DON WAN GO OUT WITH ME DON WAN BRING ME GO DON NOE WHERE EVER HE'S GOING!! VRAHAHSDHERTSY BIRGJRE if u sian at least i go then got ppl can accompany u ma not so sian ma!!! =X zzzz this week not gonna be quite enough haha sleeping takes up more time!! super bo liao now don noe wat to blog/write about... yea tuitioning an hour later... shall relax abit? haha KOO CHIN CHYE!!!!!
Sunday, March 1, 2009
im beckoning, bamming, hamerring my cousin to CHANGE FOR THE BETTER!! pls change pls change pls change pls change pls change pls change pls change change la i already changed now im helping u change c i so good change la at least for some of my sake?? no ppl is wat small fry everybody is important no matter weak or strong all also hav their purpose of living pls... now i willing to lend my hand to help u... then u like this... don act hikikokokokoko~!mori la.... act till so siao n fake =.- pableah hope u c this post hahaha hokomirina
Sunday, February 22, 2009
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Thursday, February 19, 2009
hahahhahaa the ABIT trend is coming but i not sure will i get it anot anyway i is a lan yong ppl anyhow use de so if u ask me directions of wat mayb i could jus say anyway hahaha zzzz oh my amtahs common test today.... i don noe how to do all 4 questions zzz n my phys common test i failed!! even tho i that day i noe how to do most questions then results come out like this zzz aiya everytime i got study then the results no good then i no study the results good i don noe wat to do o lvl yr this yr n so i dropped to combined science yea it will be much easier i hope...?*** haha so then no more do practical no more many many many messy complicated calculations???? lols no electrolysis but seriously i think im gonna miss my pure phys n chem teacher they're so adorable and good teachers!! hahaha so hmmmmmmm my life is really really busy la abit monday to friday sch day tues and thurs hav cca the only days i can rest is like MAYBE abit monday n wednesday zzzzzzzzz friday will hav events then sat choir + event zzzz so everyday is a tiring day yea so hav to hold on n chiong this yr gonna fly~
Sunday, February 15, 2009
hmmmmmmmmm today my study hours jus accumulated more than 5hrs haaaaaaaa so at 1st an AHMA tot i no study then keep tok niam me -.- hahaha then i told that AHMA that my study hrs already over 5hrs~ the AHMA suddenly danced then suddenly lost then scold me siao this that AHMA veri high then keep shout n scream lols haha but actually today i got tuition then i jus do english compo others jus brush only then dnt jus stick things lazy write n the need to hand in de things i don noe how to do oh i nvm got can do de liao pls rmb RMB rmb lalala haha yesterday hmmmmm nice day lo at the end of the day i learnt 1 thing NOT ONLY guys are PETTY yeah good point nice lesson woots but i wasn't shocked/hurt or wat coz i got angry n ignored that problem coz i told myself:" it's not my fault" i've gone thru more tha jus this~
yea n your heart will be so fragile get seriously hurt when its unguarded and it will break into pieces of shattered glass but for me i THINK its ok as i hav somebody who can fix it back and heal me =) haha so the time when ur heart wonts get hurt is when it hav its defense shield yea its auto 1 hmmm i mean for me? haha coz i hav a brain and a heart n im quite a normal person really normal mayb in my eyes and His eyes yeah~
wooooot i jus now eating dinner accidentally bit my tongue quite hard n it straightly jus bleeded profusely for minutes but i was still eating so no taste then i played with it ok i noe i veri disgusting *******CENSORED********
hahhaa zzzz errrrrr jus now write the english compo hmmmm got some ideas actually but abit weird la then bla so i jus decided to write other things then i write daooooo like some AHMA or who fa hua chi 1 neh lols then nvm la i this time try writing like that it is really quite draggy indeed i wonder how much will i get o.0 oh ahhhhh tomo start common test eng n geog currently no study geog hmmm eng don noe wat to study bt eng is really hard zzzz like those grammar tenses vocab n all aaaaa the person who invented english zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz buah zzz so GOOD LUCK FOR COMMON TESTS i guess i hav high possibility of dropping....
Sunday, February 8, 2009
this post gonna be about syf choice piece we learning now UBI CARITAS
Ubi caritas are the opening words of a Roman Catholic hymn. The traditional music was set sometime between the fourth and tenth centuries, though some scholars believe the text dates from early Christian gatherings before the formalization of the Mass. The hymn is usually sung at Eucharistic Adoration and Benediction of the Blessed Sacrament and on Holy Thursday evening at the Mass of the Lord's Supper.
The 1973 Roman Missal changed the first line of the hymn. Now, the first line reads "Ubi caritas est vera, Deus ibi est," after certain very early manuscripts. This translates to: "Where charity is true, God himself is there."
Latin text Ubi caritas et amor, Deus ibi est. Congregavit nos in unum Christi amor. Exultemus, et in ipso iucundemur. Timeamus, et amemus Deum vivum. Et ex corde diligamus nos sincero.
Ubi caritas et amor, Deus ibi est. Simul ergo cum in unum congregamur: Ne nos mente dividamur, caveamus. Cessent iurgia maligna, cessent lites. Et in medio nostri sit Christus Deus.
Ubi caritas et amor, Deus ibi est. Simul quoque cum beatis videamus, Glorianter vultum tuum, Christe Deus: Gaudium quod est immensum, atque probum, Saecula per infinita saeculorum. Amen.
Where charity and love are, God is there. Christ's love has gathered us into one. Let us rejoice and be pleased in Him. Let us fear, and let us love the living God. And may we love each other with a sincere heart.
English translation Where charity and love are, God is there. As we are gathered into one body, Beware, lest we be divided in mind. Let evil impulses stop, let controversy cease, And may Christ our God be in our midst.
Where charity and love are, God is there. And may we with the saints also, See Thy face in glory, O Christ our God: The joy that is immense and good, Unto the ages through infinite ages. Amen.
but the version is so diff from the version we are singing we are singing an easier version... in choir...
Friday, February 6, 2009
wu woo~~ today was a color colorwho day! hahas morning overslepppptttt then late for sch 2 days in a row already haha then at least i decided to come to sch i try to chiong to sch but found no point bla so then wait for bus slowly n borededly then saw yong jing then took bus talked to him then sianz then we decided to go eat breakfast hahas yong jing bought and paid for me thx=) though the bread wasn't nice but it was considered nice lols yea so then walked to sch then lucky this mr wong bla bla then we walked field 1 round then jiu go back class dnt hahas jus go in blurzy then lalalalala~~ lols then lessons bla this there that thoooooo then sch fin~! wee today phys spa easy so everybody all do within time yea then went to cwp with marissa as cher gave $100 for the yu sheng muahaha then saw crytal jade de woo then went up to sakae then bought sakae de haha then travel back to sch lalala then went up to comp lab 2 then found out that the visitors left wee wee wee hahas so which means i n marissa did nth jus go out buy then come back then jiu can eat go le huahauhauhauhuahuahuahuahuahuahauha yea then ate had fun then clean abit then went off then all pei marissa then she don wanna go home lalala all pei her haha today i see frens whom everybody should be like and should be with hahas so yeah MARISSA everything's over now happy? hahas mus jia you n study harddddddddddd ok !!! o lvls stop thinking about drop here n there n drop those no benefit de n go those many benefits de ok soo like the wat lmaos Daijoubu mou nakanai de 大丈夫 もう泣かないで
Sunday, February 1, 2009
clannad is a anime that really drive tears out of ppl n i think it's the only anime that has the female lead getting pregnant its really a sad sad story... n it will end sad...? it's the white darkness .... oh n i think it's in the same studio or company or something Key series as Air Air also sad story.... i wonder who the script writer or some1... can think of so so sad stories n both movies the female lead health veri bad n veri bad condition 1... but Air i forgot like everything liao kind... n their theme songs also hav same singer...
The character Misae Sagara is closely based on Kaname Chidori from Full Metal Panic although it is more obvious in episode 5 of Clannad ~After Story~; also both characters are voiced by Satsuki YUKINO so there are many similarities in their "rage" like her "urah" cry when beating someone up.
AH now im rewatching fmp also... now at fumoffu already hahas bonta veri cute n uh it's like i paid no attention to misae but like already noe familiar or something zzzzzz vrahs aaaaaaaaaah no wonder hav this weird feeling of misae uhhh now many info on animes coming in ombbbbbbbb uahhhhhhhh zzzz found out that the seiyuu voiced for sooo many animes is until those animes i watched before 1 zazaza za za za
Saturday, January 31, 2009
wooooooooot forgot wat i wanna write again zzz uhhh today to go choir arh... i decided not to go for syf... no heart no the spirit or energy zzzz but found out that still hav 1 more real distinct chance i think i don noe think i'll mayb jus go for it?? nooooooo super tired 1 lo zzzz later fall sick again? zzzzzzaazazazaaa haiz monday is a maths qualifying test omb!!!!!!!
my life without parents is hmm ha ho lols haha every time i come to blog or write a report or wateva something thats the time when everythings blank now
Monday, January 26, 2009
weeeeeeeew got 2 super funny+ cute(i think) vids i need to show~~ hahahahahaha weeeeeee
i cant stand the chihuahua 1 woooooooo
woooots had fun woo woo weee HAPPY CNY ALL afternoon went my ah ma house got to carry my ... er don noe who she is still a baby only la! haha my 1st time get to carry a baby wee wee lols then bla bla then nite went to my grandma house woots eat eat lala then playyyyy~~~~~~ hahaha played stress uno then played the stacko~ super fun lo quite many ppl play around 6 or 7 ppl playing so like go 1 round then many holes already haha then veri fun~~ yea yea
Friday, January 16, 2009
wellllllllll had a great weekkkkkk haha though ended up today having super leg sore n crampinesss zazaza zzz hahas as i ran 2 rounds outside of sch n 6 rounds inside of sch so super exhausted monday so-so tuesday.... hmmmmmmmm- forgot? wedddddd woo got back home early slept =) thurs choir had funs lalala today! cg 1st cg of the year veri awesome =B
Monday, December 29, 2008
haliuuuuuuu lols today morning woke up had tuition bla then afternoon go out shopping~ honestly i don like shopping lols... errr hahas so yea bought a bag,wallet,shoes n shirts =) lols had a great time la it was fun even tho it was short lmaos n cheryl n me tot n done things all the same its super omg -.- lols yea then came back home slack slack then jiu test ktv those discs lalala then can bla this that then jiu n comp lalala comp so zzz then play psp awhile then my bro came back he bought cds too hahas then all test the ktv then my sis came back then all they sing sing sing sing sing~~ now still singing lols lalala ok anybody wanna come sing ktv come my house~ 1 hr $10~ free flow drinks, u can buy bei mian or wateva u wan to my house lols lmaos yea so holidays ending haven even touched my hw tomo gotta do le zzz haiz yea gotta chiong zzz lala errr so then i try to hav fun n do the things i wan n like as much as possible! n thanksgiving & countdown is coming~! woot excited wowo~ hahas yiwei's bday on that day too yea im sure that day is gonna be super fun~ tanoshi tanoshi tanoshi~~!
Saturday, December 27, 2008
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa everybody i've put more n more songs in my player le lols u all can stay n listen for hrs~~ hahas i seriously haven put all my songs its jus a few small tiny little part of all my songs only! shi mu yi dai ba lmaos
Sunday, December 21, 2008
halo everybody~~~ konichiwa minasan omg hahas now i hyper so can update bas erm today went to xmas service candlelight service!! xiang dang nian las yr went with zss everybody wore sailormoon n was like super many attention 1 lols hahas ok so 1 yr had passed n now im a child of God =) it didnt happened las yr but was in this yr hahas gone thru valleys n mountains hahas with Him so yea n today managed to get most zss to come 7 of us =] had fun even tho wasn't the normal praise worship but jus chrismas carols only so didn't high too much hahas then had a short message then CANDLELIGHT~~ hahas today took some pics~ lols so rare zss could be out with so many ppl n dress code was all followed de hahas but i never sent all the pics n somemore i lazy to upload~! hahas when i super hyper then upload ba n c my blog i put many songs hor is for u all to listen n enjoy ur great stay at my blog! hahas btw today the candlelight service super nice hahas from jus a small light it can light up the whole world!! n all the surrounding n all is super nice even when we're down/gloomy we are also shining!! hahas I super LOVE THE ONE WHOSE HAS THE HIGHEST VALUE, MOST WORTHY, GLORIOUS NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES, YES!! IT'S HIM! He died on the cross for everybody He suffered crucification, the most cruel and painful torture in the world! for EVERYONE OF US hahas He is super amazing He's the ONE AND ONLY, nobody else could be like him ever!!! He's the most faithful, devoted, caring, sweetest, THE BEST!!!!!! THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF WORDS ARE NOT EVEN ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE IT He is worthy of all our praise and worhsips hahas so now i announce that I'M IN LOVE WITH JESUS CHRIST THE LORD~~ hahas n btw i hav been given titles of HOLY SPAMMER & PRO AFKER~ LOLS happy coz i at least hav titles given by ppl for afking, spamming hahas
Thursday, December 11, 2008
oh yesterday had funssss yea morning woke up haha everybody woke up dam early like hell -.- lols then prepared ate bread ate med n smsing with yuan cai then i ask whether can i eat med anot then he keep rush me he early came out -.- he say med + coaster = puke i say no med + coaster = also puke de wat he say at least the smell better soo eee wateva so then i jus ate med jus in case fever again hahas then went out of house abit late so then i walked as fast as i could? haha not really leg didnt cramp then missed the traffic light T.T i everytime miss the traffic light de siah-.- then few buses also gone then i crossed the road then sat at bus stop wait zzz then no bus come 1 lo T_T zzz lalala then finally bus come n within 1 min reach interchange le walked up to cwp was my cousin -.- he waiting behind a wall there no wonder yuan cai say he no reach yet =.= they all r zai nans don noe how long never go out le if got come out is miracles de lols haha then so i go get my cousin then walked to toast box there couldnt find yuan cai then walk closer then found him he was behind the wall -.- ok then im the shortest -.= they all height all already 1.7m++ zzz T-T haiz so lalala went to take mrt then alight at admiralty station met yuan cai's other 2 frens then took train while all playing psp lols to tampines went to take bus n they alight at 1st stop -.- then walk all the wayyyyyyy to escape omg they likes exercising veri much! hahaha so zzz when to escape de entrance yuan cai was super hyper n wanting to spam inverter then went to the side c the board then inverter is in maintainence hahaha so suay lols so then drag sometime then go buy tickets then went in then straightly went to the pirate ship hahas we went in the morning so not many ppl yet so can play many many hahas then the pirate ship like jus stopped then yuan cai run there then ask us run he run veri funny lo -.- then we rushed there never got in -.= anw pirate ship quite fast 1 so waited then we went in never sit the las row but is las 2nd row i think omg 1st n 2nd time sit can shiver~~ 1 lo so scary like u falling out jumping out like commit suicide tiao lou 1 scary hooooooo lols then sat 2nd time again yea we grabbed the hold really tight huhu omg zzz then after that went to wet n wild i sat behind zzz then 1st slide nth much my clothes shirt pants all wet n my head okok then 2nd 1 before goin up got a board warning de write there 15m slide omg so tall then mus sit straight cannot lean n all bla bla so my cousin say ok sit straight then i also sit straight straight then climb veri long lols then went down hooooooooooooooo i open my mouth abit to scream -.- then water went into my mouth n the water splashed all over me attack my face n hair siah omg then fin le then found out that my cousin bend his head no wonder im jus whole wet daoooooo huhu omg lols then fin le is go to the shop aircon de like wanna freeze everybody lols then waited for yuan n his fren to fin then they say they wanna go pirate again we don wan zzz so we went to the small roller coaster hahas small n no height BUT! it was fast n fun! hahas we jus sat... then went it start we abit chua so fast n so fun lols then fin le in front de ppl all requested to sit again lols so everybody jus remained lmaos haha then sat 4 rounds 1 game 2 rounds ma veri small hahas then fin le go down saw yuan cai they all jus came out from the pirate ship haha they so slow they pirate ship once we 4 rounds of coaster then they went to the cup lols flipper thingy then we tot will dizzy those kind then i n my cousin no sit hahas then we at below c until we dizzy lmaos then they came down say not dizzy de then veri fun hahas then we go eat all eat orange julius n i bought fries after i started eating i then rmb i shouldn't eat it -.= omg then wateva lala fin liao then they rested i n my cousin went to go kart then q quite long n smelly! then got 1 roung needed 2 more ppl then we heng heng go in hahas then i got a super vibrating kart -.- then infront of me the person drive veri slow so i jus folo then suddenly got ppl overtake so fast coz is at turning slope go up de then i chua abit then oh then i jus quite heck care le speed faster then the slope go down i scared nia but i nv step on anything lols until end need to turn then i brake lols then like that lo hahas then fin le then my cousin told me infront of him de drive veri slow then drive in the middle somemore so he cant overtake lmaos then went out forgot le then i think went to flipper we try coz they say veri fun but we jus scared dizzy wan vomit nia hahas so then wait quite long de coz they is 4 by 4 put them in then after that need 4 ppl only then infront nobody wan then we went in lols ^^ haha like so lucky lols then sit wanna slp lols then start le weee dam fun siah super!! HUUUHUUUUUUU lols then keep turn turn turn hahas not dizzy at all then like go down then turn 2nd time like that start to dizzy abit hahas i think i was lookin at the sky thats y hahas then really fun lols then got went to something is lie down de... forgot when go le lols then veri sian veri hard to breathe jus turn around dizzy dizzy lols then like dumbo the elephant nia lols hahas then forgot le then got try pirate ship sit at the last last row omg then put my leg infront super dam scary then really wanna fall le omg then my leg put back then when put back it even fly lo -.- omg omg omg lols then got go coaster sometimes then go flipper again!! hahaha then coz go in le hav to walk veri veri long lo then got sun shine us so hot lols then yuan cai take out phone play songs bla bla then the person come check then asked him keep lols hahaha so he kept le then start le omg this time is more hiong 1 we and fly n slide lols then yuan cai say no wonder he ask me keep lmaos super fun hahas then like turn clockwise or wat i think then will stop then i stop at the highest omg hahas then turn turn turn huhuuuuuuuuuuuuuhuhuhuhuhuuuuuu lols oh btw the las time we sat the pirate ship infront got ppl n is guy he sit till he tremble daooooooo lols then he scream n shout then shout vulgarities lmaos he should be dam shocked lo hahaha so then afternoon play hao le then walk to pasir ris park walk veri long to play swing playground those walk over 2 bridges lo then bla bla anyhow play abit then went to the beach there the white pure sand veri nice dam shiok hooo lols then anyhow slack slack play sand lols wind dam big then got into eyes n mouth zzz then yuan cai built gravestone -.- lmaos then play play play then actually got yuan cai class outing n their outing i think around less than 10 ppl mayb lols then yuan cai jus wanna eat bbq then go then in the end went there even the fire also haven start so he went to help or play then awhile come back then we head back n everybody super tired already lols yuan cai sat at the bus stop there fall aslp then bus dam long omg really exhausted lols then on mrt i play psp at 1st planned to slp de then my cousin wanted to play loco roco abit ma then i continue keep play play play le lols hahas then bla blee bloo then bused home oh ya on the bus saw a guy weird weird de zzz at there ownself play piano n sing on nth hahas
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
day of idling.. zzz morning went to buy books already felt abit zzz abit sick sick already had cold then went to causeway bought things for the emerge great exchange then already quite seh seh then part ways then i went to wait for bus no bus available for me to take i already veri omg zzz then finally bus came then hav to walk back after reach bus stop then walk dam slow zzzz n i tot i blacked out - so chua zzz then reach home no mood no mood kind drank some water then lie on the bed my mama came i told her im sick then she brought me to the doctor hahaha then told the doctor after buying books come home then sick le then he joke joke y leh i don like books is it hahaha then lalala bought porridge then went back home ate the porridge cant fin then eat med bla la la then slp then slp like for 3 or 4 hours zzz my day is jus idled away le lo zzz now ok ok le but still hav to c tomo bla bla will fever again anot bla lala zzzz
Monday, December 1, 2008
weeeeeeeeeeees yesterday went with my familyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to malaysia kota tinggi morning heng heng we went early no jam then got lots of time to spend so morning all keep buying only went for breakfast then next is to a choc shop hahas then next i think is a candy shop?? i never go down c then after that.......... forgot got buy cuttlefish many things ~~ then afternoon lunch then went to lucky mango farm but nth coz of rain ba then forgot le then got go desaru fruit farm then try honey buy honey n tongkat ali lols tongkat ali not for men only lar -.= research already is for everybody for kidney liver de then bla then dinner liao i think then 7 soemthing we go sit boat~! weee c firefly hahas then tot don hav de but really hav lo many many many we wanna catch lols haha then till almost end got that jus 1 suay firefly flew to our boat there my grandma dam pro use her hand catch then jus put in plastic bag hahahaha so suay lo that 1 hahas k la end now ba
Friday, November 28, 2008
uhhhhh zzzzzzz my sighing has been travelling back hahaha today felt weird like las time those really sianz don wanna do anything don wanna live those de lols hahaha was thinking n eating then eat till don wan eat liao then drink the milk also got a veri veri wierd weird weird smell 1 lalala zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz yea hmmmmmmmm its been so long i've ever felt this way again... haixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
HAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW DAM DAM SIANZ my sianz like is back sianzxsness RETURNS! OH NO HAIX even tho i slept every nite at only 4/5am n woke up around noon every nite i still not tired i jus cant get enough of so many things fun music movies animes games so many many things cant find a job not much work to do! now my weekdays noon are spent at my papa's shop helping with those bills oh my oh well SIAN is now my LIFE weekdays normal schedule: wake up:noon eat go down my papa shop till evening back home on comp dinner compppppppppppp till midnite/morning?? slp then it all goes back to same routine again hahas so thats y when i hav games or things to watch i wont hav enough time n when i hav so many tons of time i hav nth to do oh my! someone! dareka! taskette! aings zzz uhhh somebody pls do the mastercard delivery job pls i don hav date entry to do no work no job no money!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Sunday, November 16, 2008
today was a weird but awesome day~! yeah in the morning woke up awhile on 1149 then slp back worrying about somethings zzz then forced myself to slp back yea then in the end no wake up till 123 zzz coz my mum then jus came into my room n said my fren called me n said we were meeting 2 =.= haha thxs for that reminder then she sayang bell then found out that she no teeth! ooh~ then she keeep laughhhhhhhhhhhhh then she really no sense of urgency for me de loh jus don care de type haha btw don noe y i couldnt wake up loh weirdinationesszxszxszxs then i rushed bath... i rush i bath can 5 min siah lols miraculousiouse coz was cold water leh haha then rushed out wasnt walking too fast to the bus stop somemore was using hp on the wayyyyyyyyyy then blaaaaaa took bus yaya reached then brenda haven reached yet loh -.- she even left the house before i left mine leh then i walked into bns don noe for wat then jus bought pocky then bla bla bused to tamp trained to expo then we walked lalala then thank God we was like zhun zhun on time! lols n john tay is a really tall guy we could c n noe its him from far loh so no need to find hahaha then had bs had a great time lalala then walked around lala then went into the hall then hav prayer meeting loh but already late le then left only 1 item then awhile only lala then sianzzzzzzzzzzxxxxxxxxsssssss CFERYL that pig wasnt here -.- oh n at don noe when serene dropped her fake hair don noe on some way walking lmaos n she didnt notice so imagine if u r somebody behind her then u c a fake hair drop so hilarious! funny! laughinous yea then service started sang a new praise song then straightly go to worship le then so fast fin! don noe y lols but in the end found out that had many special things n bla then sang worship song again then watched video! weees then pastor kong talked n briefed about asia conference all things! all so AWESOME! all the videos n everything all so welly produced! saluteration! btw the hall they changed so many things the stage the screen the cameras i think those panels n all all things now look so so clear pastor tan said that it was so clear until can c every pimple on our face!! hahas it was all cool but not perfect! haha i found some glitches or faults weird weird 1 on the screens la lols the media crews n all are still trying out ba... adapting lols yup asia conference is gonna so so overhelming! so much WOW more than emerge las time everybody attending will hav their jaws dropping!!!!!! it will be dam AWESOME la!! so so exicited~! saw the vid of benny hind so dam amazed la! omg then got vid on the tips on treating n serving other ppl so funny loh some hahaha dam astonishing la wee wee wee wa so great la all the things asia conference not only impacts asia loh! it impacts the whole globe!! so powerful ppl coming to c us be sure to feel n be amazed n be sent to heavens lols vrahs ok after service went to the food fair omg all the things so ex la durain solo ajsdfvorgkjnsdfuif increased price till siao 1 for $2 siah mamabong las time like 5 for only $3.50 loh ?? now 5 for $9.50 i kee siao liao then really all things too ex siah mamasiao then bought nth much jus bought the thailand mango back home zzzzzzz yea then at the 2nd floor there we started playing game we played truth or dare 1st 1 tio is wy he had to run into another group of ppl playing games to stop n bang them he was so hesitant kind la lols then they like paused or stopped already then he went in any bang so funny 1 loh then next he spin the bottle then i thinking scarly is me then i zzz then in the end is really meeee zzzzzzzz then weers wan me to go to some girl n say will u marry me loh then bla bla then in the end i had to shout it out siah zzz i think the girl was like awestruck siah lmaos she so chua chua kind hahaha i don noe never really c clearly jus ran away hahaha then i spin tio weers then got things she had to settle lalala then fin le she chosed truth -.- no fun~ hahas then chat chat lalala lols then discussed things lalala zzzzzzzz ok i getting abit fatigue lmaos uh.... don noe nvm stop here for now ba
ASIA CONFERENCE HERE I COME~! LOLS
Saturday, November 15, 2008
hmmmmmmmmm today had a really great time at cg i really miss this kind of cg la even tho like don even hav it before but don noe y jus miss it n like it so much... coz there are lay hands!! so excited~ woo the 1st time i got lay hands was by val that time im not saved yet... but she still layed hands on everybody! so nice~ hahas yeah john layed hands on me n talked about my name n my significance n God sent His son to die for us the pains that he gone thru n all hope that more cgs from now on will hav more lay hands ^^
btw... i was quite looking forward to seeing carol's dog la Phoebe!! but today we were informed that she need to undergo an operation so sad siah zzz heard that yesterday during other ppl cg there was a big pool of blood on the floor lor haiz poor Phoebe... dogs are also innocent beings loh haix...
hmmmmmmmmm tuesday morning went to my guzhang's house? should be right lols my cousin marrrrrrrrrrrrrrrried his wife is a jap! haha then morning the tea de bla bla then go home lols actually is can go choir de lorh but need to leave early n rush all lols so didn't go... then evening went down to shangri-la hotel early coz my sis wanted to do make-up lols $50 ~ hair also included yea the results was nice~ haha so attended the dinner it is a high class place it is like 5 or 6 star hotel la but now there ppl there serving de like is all new 1 not singaporeans deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee zzzzzzz so service not so good? lols haha then after goin in already then start all things le then my bro there n some ppl they noe de so they called those more experience n older workers in to serve hahas~ btw they had 100 over tables so many lorh they squeezed them into the ballroom lols then hav so many ppl to take photo with starightly after the 1st dish then start to take pic liao loh then ended later than normal de dinners n all coz taking the photos quite long!! haha i'll try upload some photos ba
Thursday, November 6, 2008
okkkkkkkkkkkkk pray that the data entry so many i can do fin by this sun!! pray that i hav more time to do loh everyday go out omg zzz haiya today whole day at home do the data entry bla blee bloo blaaa
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
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